今天之小感动 (31 August 15) ~~~

虽然不在医院，同事也给我发消息，告诉在医院一些病人的动向。

虽然，已经知道结局难免是这样，庆幸最艰难的时刻，家人还是在身边支持着那妈妈。祝福他们。

今天之小感动（30 August 15）～～～

或许是因为马来西亚政治局势动荡，让我留意起其他国家类似局势也感同身受。其中过去让我借镜是柬埔寨过去的大屠杀，缅甸军事统治的伤亡，现在让我通过书本了解更多的是。。西藏火凤凰，这几年来自焚抗议的现象。

值得庆幸的是，马来西亚并没有走入那现象，也很不希望看到我们会走到这地步。对于抗争， 还是和平的表达民愿。
愿，我们能有更好的改变。

Touching Moment（27 August 15）~~~

No doubt is another tiring day, but still I received cares from colleagues and friends. 

Colleague A brought us layer cake for breakfast. 

Colleague B brought us Nasi Dagang for lunch. 

Friend shared with me Barli water. 

Being blessed by all the nice people besides me. =)

Touching Moment (26 August 15)

"Take her to the moon for me, Ok?"

Well, this definitely hit me. Great job for producers and the team of Inside Out!

Lesson learnt: To enjoy life, we need to learn how to embrace our sadness. :-)

Touching Moment (25 August 15)

While working, a friend dropped me a message, saying that they are nearby and would like to have lunch with me together.

Well, I must say I rarely have visitor in my workplace, glad to temporary distress and recharged :-)

Touching Moment (24 August 15)

"My husband passed away one year ago. He treated me very well. He never scold me, raise the children together with me.

The children are very filial to me, but still, I miss him so much.."

Even though the person might no longer in this world, sweet memory is still with her, love is still with her. :-)

Touching Moment (23 August 15)

Because of my careless, I have nearly lost my motor. Appreciate my friend for making efforts in helping me. :-)

Recently the incidents recently have reminded the phrase I read before, sound like

"The more often we see the things around us - even the beautiful and wonderful things - the more they become invisible to us. That is why we often take for granted the beauty of this world: the flowers, the trees, the birds, the clouds - even those we love. Because we see things so often, we see them less and less.
From
Joseph B. Wirthlin"

Touching Moment (22 August 15)

There are wishes the deceased hope to fulfill. Although they might not able to see their wishes are granted, they will be glad if they know the family become united and more caring because of them.

Hope that these positive changes will sustain and improve. :-)

今天之小感动（21 August 15）～～～

还记得他说过：“做民宿其中一份最大的收获，是下午的时候可以和孩子一起睡午觉。”

的确，在忙碌的生活中，就算是星期六日，一些时候，睡午觉似乎也是一个奢侈。

今天，对着电脑修 paper,累了，就小睡。听着风声，伴着雨奏，是难得的写意。 :-)

PS: 可惜我睡太久会头疼，还是劳碌命啊。 @@

今天之小感动（20 August 15）~~~

连续几天的安排和守夜，不容易。看到他们一个接着一个累坏了。辛苦他们了。

希望他们今天可以好好休息，在接下来的生活，继续冲刺。

一起加油。 =)

Touching Moment (19 August 15)

Thanks for the message, care and concern given. You all know who you are, appreciate it. :-)

Touching Moment (18 August 15)

"Make sure you close your phone, just do what ever you needs for you and your family to heal."
"We will cover you these few days, keep your mind off job."

Appreciate the supports from my colleagues.. :-)

今天之小感动（17 August 15）~~~

身还未能回去，心却止不住思念。

常听她的声声叮咛，丝丝挂念，要提醒我，要我学习些什么。

她常问：“吃饱了吗？别骗我啊~ 别忘记吃啊~”
提醒我，忙碌之余，别忘记好好照顾自己。

她说：“要找女朋友/老婆，千万不要找会胡乱花钱的，No good。”等
担心我，在感情婚姻上遇上波折。

时不时，她也分享过去回忆，让我们也走过她过去的那个年代，承先启后。

如今，她以她的生命，再次提醒善忘的我们，珍惜所拥有的。现在的我们，是幸福的。

感恩，一路有她。

Touching Moment (14 August 15)

During admission, she ask her friends and family not to feel worry, everything will be all right. 

After discharged, her family and friends told her, "Of course we will worry, but we know our worry and anxious will create more anxious, and we wish to give you confident, that's why we didn't show our worry in front of you!" 

Every one have their own ways to show their love and care, hope the one who received can sense the concern. =)

Touching Moment (13 August 15)

Facing various challenges, making me slightly headache on how to manage on the situations.

Debrief it to my friend, she said: "Giving stress to yourself again?"

Yup, stress is derived from expectation from self and others. Thanks for her reminder. Well, de-role, self care! :p

Touching Moment (11 August 15)

Counseling non stop from 9.30 am until nearly 5 pm and skip our lunch, the moment intern and I back to office, totally exhausted and brain totally cannot function. @@

However, while debriefing each other, feel fruitful on what we have done, especially accompany the parents to go through journey for around 5 hours, start from the patient become very ill, cpr, passed away, denial until send the deceased to mortuary.

After work, reward myself with movie alone, at least enjoy Moment of peace with myself :-P

Touching Moment (10 August 15)

While I am still at home, already received call from hospital. Once reached, no time for breakfast, already start my long day.

Even though the patient's sudden collapse, the family was emotional and scolding others, yet they allowed me to be with them, guiding them to do the necessaries.

I know trust needs to be built by consistency, care and concern, and I also know how hard for someone to trust others. Appreciate trust given by them..

今天之小感动（9 August 15）～～～

凌晨，普通我已经睡觉的时刻，
在居銮“主人不在家”的民宿里，
老板却买来叉烧烧肉，叫上其他住户，
泡了咖啡，吃些香饼，
一时聊聊艺术，一时聊聊八卦，一时聊聊梦想。

感恩有这空间平台的相聚，
虽然萍水相逢，却也舒适愉快。 :-)

Touching Moment (7 August 15)

"Aiyo... My son is useless o, I tell you, he ~~~."

Listening on the story of this grandma, slowly, I try to guide her to reflect on how the son accompany her through out this one month hospitalization.

" ya, he help me message my leg."
" ya, he bought me home oxygen."
" ya, he... "

At the end, she smiles. With proud, she said, "No doubt, he is a filial son.."

Sometimes, we get to use to the contribution from others. Behind their acts, there are care and love. :-)

Touching Moment (6 August 15)

When he is in intensive care, his down syndrome symptoms made his journey of recovery more challenging. Although I pay a few visits and try to interact with him, he never responds to me.

Today when he moves to normal ward, again try to talk with him. At first, again he still ignore me. After that, slowly he try to shake hands and interact with me.

"He knows who is patient and cares for us," the mother said.

Yup, he just needs our patient and care. I can do it, so do you all. :-)

Touching Moment (5 August 15)

“If I have the ability, I won't want my father to be in nursing home.

I am the only breadwinner in the family, and now my father's condition is deteriorating. My mum is too old to take care my father.

What I want is to make my father as comfortable as possible.."

Sometimes, there are stories behind choices. We need to understand their story before judging their choice..

Touching Moment (4 August 15)

Sharing session in UTAR again gives me times to reflect my journey in IJN.

Appreciate my friend's invitation and kind hospitality. Hopefully patients and families messages have sent across to the students, make them better helper in the future. :-)

Touching Moment (3 August 15)

During counseling session, I get to know that they are from far and no relatives stayed around KL. 

At the same time, they wished to download prayer songs so that their child in ICU can listen the songs to get the spiritual support. However, due to all the obstacles they faced, they could not find the resources. 

After the session, I asked them to wait for a moment, get my laptop and do all the necessaries transfer for them. As I know, what they needed is not only professional counseling session to deal with their emotions, but also human care and kindness to face with their difficulties. 

Wish them all the best.. 

Touching Moment (2 August 15)

After buying goods from hypermarket, I headed back to my motor. Underestimate the amounts of items I bought, I faced some difficulties in arranging the items.

Suddenly, there is a young man greets me, then helping me with the arrangement.

At first I was a bit caution, later appreciate his kindness. He could just walk away, yet he showed his helping hands without asking for return. :-)