Touching Moment (30 Dec 15)

Due to certain incident, the mother forced to take care of few children alone. Unfortunately, they faced constrain medically and financially.

The mother awared that she has short- sightedness and need a spec, yet she didn't bought it. "If have extra money, I better buy something for the child," she said.

For me, the spec is one of the basic needs. Yet the mother willing to sacrifice her needs for the children.

Just can do my part and hopefully the organization referred can do more for them. Wish them all is well..

Touching Moment (29 Dec 15)

"Mr. Z sent his regards and apologized for not able to be with you all in this moment. He asked me to do what ever I can to assist you to go through this difficult moment..."

The patient passed away, but their counselor is not around that moment to accompany the parents. After introduced myself and greeting, the parents shared their concerns and also how the previous counselor support them to go through the difficulties.

Thanks for the hard work of previous counselor done, it smoother our process in supporting them.

Wish the baby RIP and the parents able to move on..

Touching Moment (28 Dec 15)

It's good that when we feel lost, there are some mentors that we can talk to, guide us through the difficulties.

We can't know everything, but if we humble ourselves in learning, we grow. :-)

今天之小感动（27 Dec 15）

要在一天来回两州并不轻松，路上的行程可是蛮疲累的。但是为了孩子，他都愿意花几个小时的时间，让孩子舒适安全。

父爱，让他穿越疲累，无私付出。:-)

今天之小感动（26 Dec 15）

因为一些状况，他陷入经济危机，人也变得消极。

亲朋好友见他如此，纷纷以不同的方式，在不伤他自尊下，给他协助。

虽然财务上，他暂时失去财富。情谊上，他却获得更大财富。 :-)

Touching Moment (25 Dec 15)

In this festive season, so fortune to have parents accompany throughout the Christmas day, eating nice foods and preparing for new year.

Enjoying this great Moment :-D

今天之小感动 （24 Dec 15）

“老板娘，圣诞快乐。”

“我们现在还没庆祝啊~ 等我们收档了，和员工一起开香槟庆祝！”

这佳节，处处能感染那愉悦的气氛啊！

Wish everyone, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! :-D

今天之小感动（21 Dec 15）

冬至将至，庆幸不需“抱膝灯前影伴身”。

能有好友相邀，提前一起相聚；
感受团聚美好，已是一种福气。

惜福，感恩。 :-)

提前祝大家，冬至快乐。 :-D

Touching Moment (18 Dec 15)

"Can I know whether my husband's organ is useful for the person? I want to share this in his funeral. Hope that he still can help others even after he is dead..."

Appreciate the deceased and family willing to give others the second chance to live. His spirit will live in others' life.

今天之小感动 (17 Dec 15)

午餐时间，刚见完病人，走着回去办公室的时候，手机响起。

原来，同事煲了羊汤，叮嘱我不要直接去吃午餐，打包白饭后就可以吃饭啦~

感谢身边总有朋友同事给我不同的blessing. =D

Touching Moment (16 Dec 15)

Early in the morning, attend our consultant and acting HOD's presentation on our department, followed by interesting sharing session by colleague.

Moreover, throughout the day, glad to provide couple of fruitful counseling sessions to support patients and family members.

Happy to gain work satisfaction and achieve personal growth in my job. Love being a counselor. :-D

今天之小感动 (15 Dec 15)

巡房的当而，遇见了一个同事给我招手。然后匆匆塞了一袋东西给我，说：“送给你的”。

回去办公司一看，原来是巧克力啊~ 谢谢同事，给我的一天加了甜甜的味道。 :-D

Touching Moment (14 Dec 15)

Knowing he has a heart disease and can't work, the neighbor concerns about the patient's life. Thus he ask the patient to prepare relevant documents, he try to approach others to arrange financial assistance for him.

"You have already burdened by illness, you shouldn't be added your burden in other aspects of life."

Appreciate the kindness of the neighbor. :-)

今天之小感动（13 Dec 15）

马拉松般忙着的几天，到今天下午一躺下来，身放松，心也放心了，就居然连续睡几个小时。

下午可以赖着睡午觉，还真是福气。:-D

今天之小感动 （12 Dec 15)

婚宴去多了，以佛教仪式举办的婚宴倒是第一次去。

日新月异的变化，婚宴越来越倾向科技和西方文化。在那里，感受传统的文化，佛教的教义，单纯的祝福，也是很美好的事呢！

祝福那对新人啦。 ;-)

今天之小感动（11 Dec 15）

每件医院都有他们的规矩。在一些事项，他们网开一面是人情，坚持立场是道理。

感恩医疗人员在服务的当而，仍然保持人情一面的存在。:-)

今天之小感动 （10 Dec 15）

未来，对一些病人来说，是虚无缥缈的。

虽然年纪轻轻，他们知道身上的疾病让他们的岁数不如平常人，不过，他们仍然努力规划，让自己的人生，在有限的岁月找出无限的可能。

希望，成了他们持续的动力。:-)

Touching Moment (9 Dec 15)

This is the first time I meet the family, but I am not bringing any good news for the family. Thus, I expected she will be a bit withdraw like what I faced before.

Surprisingly, at the first session, she put her trust in me. At the end of the session, she said :"I know who you are, I meet you before."

I was stunned. My brain have a quick scan but I can't recall where I met her.

I think she can read my face, she smiled and continued :" You visit a patient beside our bed before. They have talked about you with us."

Well, totally didn't expect that. Thanks for the patient smoothen the process of providing supports to this family. :-)

今天之小感动（8 Dec 15）

童年的他，一直遭受父亲错误的对待，心生怨恨，一直到他结婚，他才肯叫他一声“爸”。

现在，他放下了他的仇恨。父亲生病的时候，他尽他所能，为父亲安排一切。

放下，并不容易。庆幸他办到了。 =)

Touching Moment (7 Dec 15)

While counsel a family, suddenly I saw a familiar face coming into a room, but at that point I can't recall where I saw him.

After the session, I have a short discussion with these two doctors. Suddenly doctor A said to another doc:
"Actually I met Keith before, he supports my wife and I when our baby in ICU one year + before."

That's ring the bell! After that the doctor showed me the baby's photo and told me his recent condition. Glad that they are doing well too. :-D

Touching Moment (6 Dec 15)

Was surprise when I saw someone with visual limitation travel alone from Penang to KL by bus.

In the journey, I have seen the driver and other passengers take turn to assist him. After seeing few people offering their help, I suppose one of the reasons he dare to travel alone is he knows throughout the journey, there will always kind people ready to help him. :-)

Touching Moment (5 Dec 15)

They are coming from far, staying in hospital alone and no relatives around.

Later, the boy went for high risk operation. As grandfather has financial difficulty, NGO and our department did come in picture to provide helps.

However, instead of buying food for himself, the grandfather control his appetite and buy some clothes.

"We are from the poor family. This is the only time I have money and chance to buy clothes for my grand son," he said.

Feel sad for what had happened, and thankful for other NGO who also supports and gives help. In society there are people who need our attention, hope each of everyone can do our part to make a better society.

Touching Moment (4 Dec 15)

Before go to bus station, bring myself a few chocolate.

While waiting at TBS, as expected, the bus delay again. And this time is one hour. Well, since it is already the fact, I just sit down, relax and observe the passengers and staffs.

It is no easy to handle a bunch of anger and impatient people at the same time remain their professionalism. No doubt some staffs have done excellent job on that.

Instead of taking chocolate, I gave these chocolate for these staffs as an acknowledgement. Although it is a small gift, just want them to know that we appreciate their contributions. :-)

Touching Moment (3 Dec 15)

Beside discussing the progress of research, both of my supervisors also spend time to discuss about my self care, being considerate the challenges I face and treat me a nice meal.

They said: "in our practice, teachers should take good care of their students."

Feel so grateful to have both of them as my supervisors.

Now, rest well. :-D

Touching Moment (2 Dec 15)

Feel amaze by the passions of some of my friends towards counseling.

In these years, they are challenged by the University requirements, yet they actively participating in NGO, psychology and counseling related area, collecting experience and seeking for chance to further study again.

They really inspire me, and remind me to remain my passions in helping professions. Thanks to them for becoming a good role model in life. :-D

今天之小感动 (1 Dec 15)

这孩子，拔了牙后，还是活泼无比，把周围的椅子当成了她要穿越的高山挑战。

终于，她达到了目标，会心一笑，想起了 inside out 的女主角，也是会以自己的想象力，给自己带来无数欢乐。

不仅想起 Einstein 的一句话，
" logic can only bring you from A to B,
Imagination can bring you to everywhere." :-D

今天之小感动 (30 Nov 15)

“做么你一直来看我的？”

“就想看看婆婆的状况啊，而且你的家人都忙，没时间来陪你，不是吗？” 

婆婆笑呵呵的答：“是啊。。谢谢你的关心啊！”

辅导，一些时候只是单纯的人与人之间的连接。 =）

今天之小感动（29 Nov 15）

昨天修车的大出血，到今天驾驶时，可能是心理作用，感觉驾驶顺畅很多，心情也随之变得愉快。

再怎样都好，快乐，安全，健康，才是生命中重要的。自寻的烦恼，还是少些的好。 :-P

今天之小感动（28 Nov 15） ~~~

去洗车时，看到一个七八岁左右的小孩子，骑着他的小脚车四处奔走。

过了一阵子，他停下脚车，拿起洗车器具，也洗起他的脚车来，顿时会心一笑。

如果这场景给普通父母看到，一定会喝止他，然后给他说了一堆人生大道理。

而他，在那享受洗脚车过程，也学会了照顾他所拥有的，珍惜他所拥有的。=)

今天之小感动（27 Nov 15）

无论是家人，夫妻，情侣等，相处久了，总有状况发生，需要磨合。

当然那时候，生气无奈难免，不过如果有心，总会为对方努力。

这一点一滴的坚持和努力，走过岁月，化成回忆，就会温暖彼此心头。:-)

Touching Moment (26 Nov 15)

Parents: "Your job is seriously not easy. Every day you need to spend 8 hours listening to other people's problem. How do you manage your stress afterward."

I :"Well, I have some good friends and family always ready to support me. And you are far better than me. I just spend 8 hours a day listening other people's issue, both of you spend 24 hours a day facing the challenges."

Appreciate their acknowledgement and courage in facing their challenge. :-)

Touching Moment (25 Nov 15)

One of the questions I always ask:
"Someday, if you pass away, what would you like to be remembered by your love one?"

His answer is:
"I want to be remembered as a happy person, a gift from God." :-)

What about you? What would you like to be remembered by us? ;-)

Touching Moment (24 Nov 15)

"Although I have terminal illness, I don't want to just sit down and cry. I still want to live my life."

Of course they didn't forget the fact that they might pass away, but they try to live the best from their life.

Appreciate that patients always become teachers in our life.

今天之小感动 （23 Nov 15）

进修的时刻，除了导师，可向不少朋友寻求帮助啊。。

通过他们的关系借书，问资料，拿到journals 资讯等等等。

十分感激他们的仗义相助。很多时候这进修确实是得独自一人奋斗的过程，但是旁人的协助和提点也让我格外温馨。感恩。 =)

今天之小感动（22 Nov 15）

他近一个星期的健康状态并不是很好，连日生病让他的体质比之前虚弱。

不过，昨天当他感觉好转后，他毅然继续参加他之前已报名的 Penang Bridge Marathon.

虽然有病症的挑战，他以自己的意志力，战胜了自己。祝福他 ;-)

今天之小感动 (21 Nov 15)

生病后，就想暂时搁下手头上的事物，不想独立，只想依赖，所以先回槟城静养。

果然，在家，睡到自然醒，什么都不需做，饮食有人照料。

虽然生病的感觉真的不好，但是至少有家人陪伴，这是很大的福气。:-)

Touching Moment (20 Nov 15)

Don't know why, suddenly down with headache and fever when I am in hospital.

Feel thankful for my colleague helping to cover my tasks, buying me 100+, and send me to the station so that I can go back home. 

It's good to have someone to care and support when we are sick. Appreciate it. :-)

Touching Moment (19 Nov 15)

Had an exciting presentation to UPSI students in the morning.

Later pay a visit to colleague who just give born to her baby during lunch time.

In the afternoon, conduct few fruitful counseling sessions.

What a tired but satisfied day. Time for self care. :-P

Touching Moment (18 Nov 15)

Overlook certain admin procedure in university, I need to go here and there to get things done.

No doubt is a messy process, however, appreciate that all people I meet today be nice to me and trying their best to help me sort out the issues.

After many years, still feel good for able to be a student again. :-P

Touching Moment (17 Nov 15)

While riding my motor, suddenly heard a shout behind me.

Due to many incidents happen recently, I am shock, quickly stop by and turn around.

The fact is... I forgot to close a part of my bag I am holding on, and the motorcyclist shouted just to remind me, so that things in the bag won't fall out. Appreciate his concern. =)

今天之小感动（16 Nov 15）

她和她，本来毫无关系。
因为一念善心，让行动不变的她以便宜的租金住下她的房子，一过就十多年。

近来，她的健康状况每况愈下，行动和自理方面越来越差。
虽然并不是亲人，她再凭着一念善心，请假送她进出医院，再料理她的饮食起居。

感恩她的一念善心，能为陌生人做到这地步，真的没多少个。。祝福她。。

Touching Moment (15 Nov 15)

He has gone through difficult periods after having stroke, yet he never give up.

Today, it's good to see he is able to be independent again, doing what he loves, and embrace his life.

Wish him well. :-)

今天之小感动 （13 Nov 15）

毫无意外的塞在车龙中，反正知道这是无法改变的事实了，就放空的让自己去驾着。

突然间，感觉一抹光从右边射进，原来是黄昏红霞。边专心驾车，闲极则欣赏窗外风景。

美丽的事物，会不自觉的发生在身边，看的是自己是否有欣赏的眼和心。 :-)

Touching Moment (12 Nov 15)

Something to learn from the children:
They could be happy over a very simple things.

Unlike adults, sometimes need to try so hard in order to achieve something significant to be happy.

Happy could be very simple, it's only depending whether our heart and mind able to notice and feel it. :-)

今天之小感动 (11 Nov 15)

讨论期间，我和导师互相给对方头疼的问题，却感觉好玩。

毕竟，这是挑战我们之前没有做过的新事物，创造新的东西，同时，学习更多，也共同进步。

常常感受到的是学习到新东西的雀跃，这次，是久违了的，在学术界想创造新事物所感到的。。。兴奋！=)

Touching Moment (8 Nov 15)

If studying is just to get the great result, the process could be torturing.

However, if we can experience the excitement in discovering new knowledge, and enjoying the learning process would be one of the greatest gift we can get.

Hope that I can maintain the experience of joy in continuous studying. =)

今天之小感动 （7 Nov 15）

由于状况连连 ，终于要告别旧电脑，迎接新电脑了。

不懂怎么，在员工帮我update新电脑program的时候，看着那旧电脑，感受到那浓浓的不舍，淡淡的感伤。

说实话，旧电脑这几年来并没有给我太大的问题 ，还帮助了我不少。很感激它陪我经过了 Master 生涯，承受了UCSI, PBU和 现在 IJN的 工作量，帮了我一次又一次的讲座，还有好些时光。

我想我是疯了，为了电脑如此感伤。
不过，还是要说，
谢谢你， Toshiba。
欢迎你， Asus。

今天之小感动（6 Nov 15）

因为有些事情，提早离开医院。才发现因为工作关系，看到的不是清晨，就是傍晚/夜晚的景色。

这次的提早离去，让我在本来的工作时间，看到了碧绿的树，体验微凉的风，嘴角和心情也为之一扬。

Touching Moment (5 Nov 15)

While we are having our dinner, a guy came in and sell tissues for us, my friend bought it.

Later she explains :" Probably you don't understand why I want to help the guy. I saw his passion towards life. Everyone wish to have a better life, and they are fighting for it. I just make my little effort to help him..."

"I afraid word of " compassion" will disappear in the dictionary of humanity..."

Feel grateful for her help.
Hope that compassion appear not only in her, but everyone of us..

今天之小感动（4 Nov 15）

第一次尝试新事物本来就不容易，成品或许也不如预期，还要面对很多的自我怀疑。

虽然如此，第一次，是一种跨越，是一种面对，也是一种成就。

换来的，是成功实现对自己的承诺，还有，他人的开心微笑。 :-)

今天之小感动（3 Nov 15）

在深切治疗部跟进这孩子的状况时，得知他似乎很难走过这关卡了。

知道实习生之前和他关系密切，找个时间，和她聊一聊。

“其实，他就是之前我给他买汽车杂志的那个男孩。的确，他的状况确实现在很糟。不过在这过程中，我不断反思，对这孩子和家人，我已经尽力做得最好了。。”

感恩，她的用心陪伴，也一步步的，见证我们彼此共同成长。

Touching Moment（2 Nov 15）

Being in hospital, he has chance to postpone his SPM, but yet, he choose to attend exam in hospital.

"At least I try to do it," he said.

No matter what is his result, he won my respect on his passion of trying and never give up. All the best to him. :-)

Touching Moment (31 Oct 15)

Heading to the lift, I saw a lady with a around 4 year old child. The child keep on waving to the strangers, including me, smile and say " bye bye" ~

We did receive the warm greeting and return with a smile and greet. At the same time, it reminds me that even the child can spread happiness to strangers, and why can't we?

A greet and a smile to others might means a lot to others. So please don't forget to be happy tomorrow. Cheers ;-)

PS: Happy Halloween :-P

Touching Moment (30 Oct 15)

Because the 3 year old child doesn't want to separate with the parents, so we let him in the counseling room. Breaking the news about the child's condition, the mother can't hold herself and drop her tears. 

The moment the child see the mother was crying, he quickly run to the mother and give the mother a big hug. 

The hug really means a lot to the mother. What a sweet child. =) 

今天之小感动 （29 Oct 15）

在这社会，因为种种伤害，造就猜忌，疑惑和疏离。

这样的时刻，信任显得无比珍贵。
一句“我相信你”，也让我格外感动。:-)

Touching Moment (28 Oct 15)

She knows the patient might only have few days to be in this world. Feeling sad for her, she still try her best to support her.

Before the patient discharged, she smile and said :" you are such a beautiful girl."

Even though she might face the end of her journey, what she left behind in this world are treasures of kindness and beautiful.

Wish her well.

今天之小感动（27 Oct 15)

多年前，他们以难以想象的方式伤害了她，也从此在她和孩子的人生中缺席。

多年后，他们再度出现，却狼狈不堪。虽然，她并没忘记当初的伤害，不过她尝试谅解，也把事情的来龙去脉告诉孩子，尊重孩子，让他自己决定该如何和他们相处。

Forgiveness doesn't change the past, but it does enlarge the future. :-)

Touching Moment（26 Oct 15）

Normally I won't meet her in person as she is a nurse station in OT.

Today, she brought a mother to us, asking help on behalf of the mother as she know her husband just pass away and she has no one to turn to.

Moreover, she try to bring the mother around IJN to help her familiarize with the environment, hope to reduce her anxious.

Feel grateful to work with passionate nurse like her. :-)

今天之小感动（21 Oct 15）

合作久了，无形中会有一种默契。

也喜欢这相视一笑，没说什么，却心照不宣的默契。 =D

(PS:虽然说，这笑很有取笑我的成分。 >.<)

今天之小感动 (19 Oct 15)

以为下班的时间不会太迟，约了朋友晚上见面，结果一个会议却拖到我晚上八点多才下班。

谢谢朋友体谅我的工作性质，知道我忙，就主动取消约定。庆幸身边总有朋友包容我那些缺点。感恩。 :-)

今天之小感动（18 Oct 15）

一些时刻，因为忙碌，久未联络一些朋友。他们的突然问候，让我觉得温馨。

有时，他们也在生活面对了一些挑战，和我分享时，也感激他们的坦诚，毕竟卸下心房，摊开自己脆弱的一面，需要很大的勇气。

感恩，就算久没联络，他们仍然愿意信任我。 :-)

Touching Moment (17 Oct 15)

As a counselor in hospital, she witness the child lost her only immediate family, being sent to orphanage home after that.

Later, she went to orphanage home to visit the child. The child still remember her and feel excited about her visit.

Giving some present to her, they spend some great time together. At least for the child, there are someone in this world is still care about her.

Bravo for her great job. :-D

Touching Moment (16 October 15)

Unfortunately, my colleague is admitted yesterday night because of dengue.

After get the news, within a day, nearly every colleagues in my department pay him a visit different times to show our concerns.

It is not a easy journey for him, but feel touch to see colleague are supporting one another. Wish this seed of caring can continue grow. :-)

Touching Moment (13 Oct 15)

"I have only one dad. He is a very... very nice father... He loves us very much..."
"I just don't want to lost him..."

While listening to her, I can sense her lost, sense her feelings.. Hopefully every efforts we made can at least ease their pain..

Hope all is well..

今天之小感动（12 Oct 15)

和好友分享开心的事情，好友却比我更兴奋，这情绪也让我会心一笑，快乐起来。

或许，这就是分享的魔力。 :-)

Touching Moment (11 Oct 15)

Visit to KL Pac 2015 and have seen an exhibition, witness the beauty of "Smile" from different place, races and countries.

Reminded me a quote of smile

"A warm smile is the universal language of kindness." 

Let us spread the kindness together with our warm smile. =) 

Touching Moment (10 Oct 15)

She is going for working holiday.

Although sometimes I will tease her for no responds, yet appreciate that before she goes, she try to make time for us to meet up.

Hope that all is well for her. :-)

今天之小感动（8 Oct 15）～～～

她真的很关心她的下属。

之前，她其中一个下属得病时，她来问我怎样在心理上给她更好的支持。

现在，另一个下属的家属在深切治疗部，她也希望我们可以给那下属和家庭多一份支持，让她可以度过这一关。

感恩，可以和她一起服务。也让我想起以前的好老板呢，哈哈 :-P

Touching Moment (7 Oct 15)

In our department, we will take turn to give a sharing session for our own continous development. Today is our intern presentation.

Of course, there is always room to improve. However, it is great to see her improvement since she newly join in the department. Appreciate her willingness to learn and passionate in counseling. :-)

Touching Moment (6 Oct 15)

While going for usual ward round, I saw the children were holding gifts. Some volunteers have paid the patients a visit and give them something to show their supports.

Behind the gifts, there are love and care for the patients in needs.

Being part of the society, everyone have their social responsibility. Feeling grateful there are people who play their roles, making this world a better place to live in. :-)

今天之小感动（4 Oct 15）～～～

下午赶工后，休息一下打算晚上继续，怎料电脑又坏了，我没 back up,而且两三个星期前才修啊~ @@

回去给“医生”检查的时候，一直处理自己的心情。四年的电脑总会开始出状况了，果然，这次“医生”诊断是 LED screen 的问题，如果不修它的话，最多只有六个月的“寿命”。

目前，还没拿定主意是否要修，就拖延下。不过，也给了我一些反思，这情节，好像病人给医生末期，剩下六个月的性命，接下来该何去何从。该“动手术”？还是 palliative care 了呢？（我的职业病？@@）

生命的无常，其实会透过身旁小事物就一直提醒着我们。幸运的，我们还可以“有几个月”处理该处理的事项，作出应变。一些时候，却让人措手不及。那时，我们准备好了吗？

庆幸一个下午的心血还是可以救得回来。也感恩生命中一些微妙的提醒。祝福我们。

Touching Moment (2 October 15)

Frankly speaking, I don't think she had much interaction with me. Yet she invited me to give a lecture class with her master students.

Not sure what I have done to deserve the honor, but appreciate her trust. Hope that the info can send across to the students. :-)

今天之小感动（29 September 15）~~~

中学老师给我打个电话，说近期内有个女生独自一人来KL求学，要我和好友帮忙留意她的状况。

谢谢那老师总是为学生和别人如此上心。已经不懂几次，她给我们打电话，就是为了给其他学生寻找解决方案，让他们的未来之路走得更顺畅。

认识这老师，也是我们的福气。 =)

Touching Moment (28 September 15)

His progression of illness was not well, making him concern about what will happened next.

Yet, when another patient call him, he try his best to give support to the patient, hope that the patient can go through the difficult moments.

At the same time, he knows he is not alone in facing the situation... Glad that they can support each other. :-)

Touching Moment (27 September 15)

It take us 9 hours travel from Lumut to my KL house, including dinner and supper.

No doubt is a tiring journey, but feel grateful that friends were with me, talking and laughing together. ( wink wink ;-)  )

Of course there are difficult times in life, however feel appreciate to have someone be with me to go through these in my life :-)

Touching Moment (25 September 15)

He first met her in secondary school Form 1, however, because of some incident, she left school and he lost contact with her.

After few years, they met again in some event, and he spended years to be in relationship with her, being rejected once but at last together and get married after few years.

Although both of them are with illness, they too deserve true love, supporting each other throughout their life. :-)

Touching Moment (24 September 15)

Passing by a house, there was uncle planting vegetables in front of his house. The uncle noticed me stand there, asked :"Do you know how to plant vegetable? I am the new learner, if you plant it before you can teach me."

Well, I don't know but still start to have a short conversation with the uncle. Later some little kids come out and expose with how the uncle planted the vegetables. 

It is great to see that the children have chance to build relationship with nature, slowly enhance their caring characters towards environments. =)

Touching Moment (22 September 15)

She told me that when she was given task in school to write an essay title " confident", she wrote I am the one who gave her confident.

Never thought that some day my client will write me as main character to enhance her confident level. Feel touched and glad that she is getting better.

Hope that she is able to go through obstacles and have a brighter and healthier future. :-D

Touching Moment (21 September 15)

Can't help but feel moody today because of certain incident.
Acknowledge the emotion is part of me, I allowed myself to have some grieving period.

Appreciate that my friends and colleagues' support during this period.

Colleague A: Give yourself some time to moody.
Friend B: Don't give up!
Friend C: Give yourself some times to rest tonight..
Friend D Frequent check in to see whether I am ok.
Doc: No to worry, we can try again.
And others..

Feeling grateful that if I needed supports, there are someone there for me. =)

今天之小感动 (20 September 15)

机缘巧合下，过世的外婆今日入主，也能在那里一起诵经祈福。

长辈一些时候就有把家族团结在一起的凝聚力。看着大家一起的画面，相信她在天之灵，也感到欣慰。

祝福大家。 :-)

今天之小感动 (19 September 15)

虽然已经离家几年了，但是居家小状况如电器，家具损坏等，一些时候还是措手不及。

而家人亲戚总在这方面提点，让我每次遇到状况，都有不同的“专业人士”协助。感恩有他们。 =)

Touching Moment (17 September 15)

"Do you know? Today is our God Ganesha day, Ganesh Chaturthi. Every year, our family and I will pray at temple, ......"

It is great to hear my nurse's colleague shared about the story and enjoy the beauty of their culture.

To my Indian friend, blessed Ganesh Chaturthi. =)

Touching Moment (16 September 15)

With the name of Malaysia day, they gathered us together, then planned a surprise birthday celebration for him.

Enjoy feelings of making other people happy. ;-)

Touching Moment (15 September 15)

Morning, after counseling and department meeting, we celebrated colleagues' birthday, so makan~

Afternoon, after meeting and giving in house training to nurse, there is an appreciation for trainers, so makan again.

Well, although feel a bit guilty to eat a lot, I feel blessed by my colleagues. :-)

Touching Moment (13 September 15)

While discussing paper for few hours, her daughter waited patiently, doing her own things without seeking for attention.

I am impressed with her understanding and patient. It is not easy to wait patiently for few hours. At the same time, appreciate that during my childhood, my parents always have time for me.

Not everyone is blessed to have good time with someone we love and care. Hope she could have more of the quality time. :-)

今天之小感动 (11 Sep 15)

给家人打电话分享近况时，谈谈自己面对的琐碎事，家人却看似重要大事，认真引导。

或许本身的性格比较大而化之，对一些细节并不太在意在乎，感恩身旁却常有人提点在意，圆满生活不足的部分。感恩。 =)

今天之小感动（10 Sep 15）~~~

她知道了下属得到了麻烦的疾病，心生忧虑。平时开朗的她，突然间也愁眉不展。

辗转，她向我和人事部询问意见，为的就是要为下属做安排，确定她未来方向。
感恩，有她热心为下属付出。虽然不懂她的未来如何，但是希望她能感受到那份心意。

Touching Moment（9 September 15）~~~

"All I need is just strawberry dip with chocolate, or a big big ice cream!”

My friend definitely has a good personality, easily being satisfied and gained happiness!

This remind me that our happiness is not only determined by how much we have, but how much we appreciate and enjoy. =)  

Touching Moment (8 September 15)

Our team have worked on a PCHC Magazine for months, and finally heard that it was successfully sent to the office. Although still haven't seen the final product, I felt proud of the team able to make the magazine a success!

Hope that these magazine could help the patients and families in needs deal with issues they faced. =)

Touching Moment (7 September 15)

"If the patient transfer to other hospital, can I go and visit the patient? His family supports are relatively poor, I just want to let him know that in this world, there are still someone that care about him.."

It is my honor to have her as an intern. Compassion and great spirit! :-D

Touching Moment (6 September 15)

Both of us come back to workplace everyday this week, including Saturday and Sunday, except doing normal work routine, also because of attending workshop and edit paper.

Expect the similar pattern next week, but yet, able to find something positive through these busy moments. A cup of coffee, some cookies, meeting with someone and have some good times, get a good sleep, and ~ move on! :-)

今天之小感动（5 September 15）～～～

“理想，让你 visualize 你以后想要的生活， 让你每天充满冲劲的想要达到你想要达到的。你刚才说的计划。。。”

感谢她以她生活当成借镜，让我反观未来动向和生活。也庆幸她找回方向，找回自己，只愿她更能照顾自己。祝福她。 :-)

Touching Moment (4 September 15)

After acquired the illness, it is hard for him to tell the family members about his condition. Thus, he asked doctor temporary not to tell the family members. 

Due to patient's right and understanding on the patient's feelings, medical staffs agreed to help him temporary make it confidential. On top of waiting the patient ready to disclose, they provide all the test and treatments to maintain his health condition, until he is ready for the next phase of treatments. 

Appreciate them for following on the patient's pace, respect his decision and dignity. Proud of being part of the team. =)

今天之小感动（3 September 15）～～～

旅行时，他走进一间庙参拜。

突然间，看到一个孩子手上有一团火。定神一看，原来是源自要拜祭的金纸火势太大，已经烧到孩子的手了！

之后，他一把夺过孩子手上的“那团火”，丢向火炉去，遗憾的是，他的手也被烧伤了。

紧急时刻，舍己为人，并不是那么容易做到的。祝福他。 :-)

Touching Moment (2 September 15)

"I can no longer see her smiling, running around, hug me... Although I want to see her around, I can't bear to see her suffer..." said the father.

Although the parents painfully said want to let go, the doctors still do CPR, to buy sometimes for the parents to say goodbye to the child.

After around 10 minutes, her BP goes down again. While doctors approached and ask whether want to continue CPR. The mother just shake her head, spending last moment together with her.

Is a very difficult decision for parents, but they all hope for the best for the child, wish her peace and happy.

Wish them well.

Touching Moment（1 September 15)

The moment I received the call from emergency, already know that the baby already passed away, but the mother is from far, no one here to support them.

While being with the mother, a medical officer who comes together with the baby always in the picture. Besides providing a clear explanation on the patient's condition, she is also very caring and humanistic. Although it is hard to accept the lost of baby, at least she tried to ease the pain of lost.

Glad to meet such a passionate doctor. :-)

今天之小感动 (31 August 15) ~~~

虽然不在医院，同事也给我发消息，告诉在医院一些病人的动向。

虽然，已经知道结局难免是这样，庆幸最艰难的时刻，家人还是在身边支持着那妈妈。祝福他们。

今天之小感动（30 August 15）～～～

或许是因为马来西亚政治局势动荡，让我留意起其他国家类似局势也感同身受。其中过去让我借镜是柬埔寨过去的大屠杀，缅甸军事统治的伤亡，现在让我通过书本了解更多的是。。西藏火凤凰，这几年来自焚抗议的现象。

值得庆幸的是，马来西亚并没有走入那现象，也很不希望看到我们会走到这地步。对于抗争， 还是和平的表达民愿。
愿，我们能有更好的改变。

Touching Moment（27 August 15）~~~

No doubt is another tiring day, but still I received cares from colleagues and friends. 

Colleague A brought us layer cake for breakfast. 

Colleague B brought us Nasi Dagang for lunch. 

Friend shared with me Barli water. 

Being blessed by all the nice people besides me. =)

Touching Moment (26 August 15)

"Take her to the moon for me, Ok?"

Well, this definitely hit me. Great job for producers and the team of Inside Out!

Lesson learnt: To enjoy life, we need to learn how to embrace our sadness. :-)

Touching Moment (25 August 15)

While working, a friend dropped me a message, saying that they are nearby and would like to have lunch with me together.

Well, I must say I rarely have visitor in my workplace, glad to temporary distress and recharged :-)

Touching Moment (24 August 15)

"My husband passed away one year ago. He treated me very well. He never scold me, raise the children together with me.

The children are very filial to me, but still, I miss him so much.."

Even though the person might no longer in this world, sweet memory is still with her, love is still with her. :-)

Touching Moment (23 August 15)

Because of my careless, I have nearly lost my motor. Appreciate my friend for making efforts in helping me. :-)

Recently the incidents recently have reminded the phrase I read before, sound like

"The more often we see the things around us - even the beautiful and wonderful things - the more they become invisible to us. That is why we often take for granted the beauty of this world: the flowers, the trees, the birds, the clouds - even those we love. Because we see things so often, we see them less and less.
From
Joseph B. Wirthlin"

Touching Moment (22 August 15)

There are wishes the deceased hope to fulfill. Although they might not able to see their wishes are granted, they will be glad if they know the family become united and more caring because of them.

Hope that these positive changes will sustain and improve. :-)

今天之小感动（21 August 15）～～～

还记得他说过：“做民宿其中一份最大的收获，是下午的时候可以和孩子一起睡午觉。”

的确，在忙碌的生活中，就算是星期六日，一些时候，睡午觉似乎也是一个奢侈。

今天，对着电脑修 paper,累了，就小睡。听着风声，伴着雨奏，是难得的写意。 :-)

PS: 可惜我睡太久会头疼，还是劳碌命啊。 @@

今天之小感动（20 August 15）~~~

连续几天的安排和守夜，不容易。看到他们一个接着一个累坏了。辛苦他们了。

希望他们今天可以好好休息，在接下来的生活，继续冲刺。

一起加油。 =)

Touching Moment (19 August 15)

Thanks for the message, care and concern given. You all know who you are, appreciate it. :-)

Touching Moment (18 August 15)

"Make sure you close your phone, just do what ever you needs for you and your family to heal."
"We will cover you these few days, keep your mind off job."

Appreciate the supports from my colleagues.. :-)

今天之小感动（17 August 15）~~~

身还未能回去，心却止不住思念。

常听她的声声叮咛，丝丝挂念，要提醒我，要我学习些什么。

她常问：“吃饱了吗？别骗我啊~ 别忘记吃啊~”
提醒我，忙碌之余，别忘记好好照顾自己。

她说：“要找女朋友/老婆，千万不要找会胡乱花钱的，No good。”等
担心我，在感情婚姻上遇上波折。

时不时，她也分享过去回忆，让我们也走过她过去的那个年代，承先启后。

如今，她以她的生命，再次提醒善忘的我们，珍惜所拥有的。现在的我们，是幸福的。

感恩，一路有她。

Touching Moment (14 August 15)

During admission, she ask her friends and family not to feel worry, everything will be all right. 

After discharged, her family and friends told her, "Of course we will worry, but we know our worry and anxious will create more anxious, and we wish to give you confident, that's why we didn't show our worry in front of you!" 

Every one have their own ways to show their love and care, hope the one who received can sense the concern. =)

Touching Moment (13 August 15)

Facing various challenges, making me slightly headache on how to manage on the situations.

Debrief it to my friend, she said: "Giving stress to yourself again?"

Yup, stress is derived from expectation from self and others. Thanks for her reminder. Well, de-role, self care! :p

Touching Moment (11 August 15)

Counseling non stop from 9.30 am until nearly 5 pm and skip our lunch, the moment intern and I back to office, totally exhausted and brain totally cannot function. @@

However, while debriefing each other, feel fruitful on what we have done, especially accompany the parents to go through journey for around 5 hours, start from the patient become very ill, cpr, passed away, denial until send the deceased to mortuary.

After work, reward myself with movie alone, at least enjoy Moment of peace with myself :-P

Touching Moment (10 August 15)

While I am still at home, already received call from hospital. Once reached, no time for breakfast, already start my long day.

Even though the patient's sudden collapse, the family was emotional and scolding others, yet they allowed me to be with them, guiding them to do the necessaries.

I know trust needs to be built by consistency, care and concern, and I also know how hard for someone to trust others. Appreciate trust given by them..

今天之小感动（9 August 15）～～～

凌晨，普通我已经睡觉的时刻，
在居銮“主人不在家”的民宿里，
老板却买来叉烧烧肉，叫上其他住户，
泡了咖啡，吃些香饼，
一时聊聊艺术，一时聊聊八卦，一时聊聊梦想。

感恩有这空间平台的相聚，
虽然萍水相逢，却也舒适愉快。 :-)

Touching Moment (7 August 15)

"Aiyo... My son is useless o, I tell you, he ~~~."

Listening on the story of this grandma, slowly, I try to guide her to reflect on how the son accompany her through out this one month hospitalization.

" ya, he help me message my leg."
" ya, he bought me home oxygen."
" ya, he... "

At the end, she smiles. With proud, she said, "No doubt, he is a filial son.."

Sometimes, we get to use to the contribution from others. Behind their acts, there are care and love. :-)

Touching Moment (6 August 15)

When he is in intensive care, his down syndrome symptoms made his journey of recovery more challenging. Although I pay a few visits and try to interact with him, he never responds to me.

Today when he moves to normal ward, again try to talk with him. At first, again he still ignore me. After that, slowly he try to shake hands and interact with me.

"He knows who is patient and cares for us," the mother said.

Yup, he just needs our patient and care. I can do it, so do you all. :-)

Touching Moment (5 August 15)

“If I have the ability, I won't want my father to be in nursing home.

I am the only breadwinner in the family, and now my father's condition is deteriorating. My mum is too old to take care my father.

What I want is to make my father as comfortable as possible.."

Sometimes, there are stories behind choices. We need to understand their story before judging their choice..

Touching Moment (4 August 15)

Sharing session in UTAR again gives me times to reflect my journey in IJN.

Appreciate my friend's invitation and kind hospitality. Hopefully patients and families messages have sent across to the students, make them better helper in the future. :-)

Touching Moment (3 August 15)

During counseling session, I get to know that they are from far and no relatives stayed around KL. 

At the same time, they wished to download prayer songs so that their child in ICU can listen the songs to get the spiritual support. However, due to all the obstacles they faced, they could not find the resources. 

After the session, I asked them to wait for a moment, get my laptop and do all the necessaries transfer for them. As I know, what they needed is not only professional counseling session to deal with their emotions, but also human care and kindness to face with their difficulties. 

Wish them all the best.. 

Touching Moment (2 August 15)

After buying goods from hypermarket, I headed back to my motor. Underestimate the amounts of items I bought, I faced some difficulties in arranging the items.

Suddenly, there is a young man greets me, then helping me with the arrangement.

At first I was a bit caution, later appreciate his kindness. He could just walk away, yet he showed his helping hands without asking for return. :-)

Touching Moment (30 July 15)

Before meeting, have a quick follow up with my patients. 

Even though can't have a good chat with them, they still bless me with a great smile, providing me energy to go through a long meeting today. =)

Touching Moment (29 July 15)

After the operation, her heart condition is stable, but her lung condition cause her stay in ICU for over a month.

Doctors and nurses wish to help her get out from this condition, but also aware on their financial issues, thus they called us to have a discussion with family, to find out other alternative to help the patient.

Proud of them that they treat not only the heart, but also try to take care the quality of life of the patients and families. :-)

Touching Moment (28 July 15)

The moment reached the hospital, I have seen someone familiar outside the mortuary.

Recall the diagnosis of the patient, I think i already knew the reasons. Still to make sure, I quickly rush to the office, check on the system, then rush to the mortuary again.

Have some soft chat with the family. Although the grief is still there, glad that now the family able to plan the future.

Before I left, wish and shake hands with them. Don't know why, a phrase just come into my mind.

"Dua tangan bertemu, dua hati bersatu."

Hope that they will able to move on.

Touching Moment (27 July 15)

"What is the moment you feel that you are most proud of yourself in your life?"

Thinking for few seconds, he answered " the moment I marry my wife."

"Although we have some arguments from time to time, she is the best gift I have ever have in my life." :-)

Touching Moment (24 July 15)

"The moment when I thought I am going to pass away, the only thing I worry is without me, can my children earn their own living?"

"I have contribute all the EPF for my children to study, but yet I am not sure they are able to survive in this society."

Although he has done a lot for the children, he never tell and show his love verbally. We can only sense their love and care through the action and sacrifice.

It is my honor to listen to the story of great father. :-)

Touching Moment (22 July 15)

Everyone have their own ways in contributing to society.

They are not consider wealthy, having a food stall earn as living. Yet during some special occasion, they will go to orphanage home and old folks home, cook for them for free.

Although for a lot of people, it seems like nothing worth to mention. However, as Mother Teresa said,
"Not all of us born to do great things, but we can do small things with great love." :-)

Touching Moment (20 July 15)

They lived at City for over 10 years, initially thought of settle down there.

After sometimes, they found that it is not a suitable place for the children to grow up. To provide them a better place, even thought their age are close to 40, they still willing to give up their career in city and start over again in other place.

For them, it is worthwhile, as they gained back their precious time with family. :-)

Touching Moment (19 July 15)

No doubt it is our bounden duty to help the disabled, yet they still could be functional in their life.

In a shopping mall, the lady was walking with crutches, and family member is patiently waiting her.

Neither the family rush her through nor treat her like unable to care on herself. Even though with physical disability, they still empower her with trust and love. And I believe that this is what she needs. :-)

Touching Moment (18 July 15)

Bringing parents to have a walk in the place I live for few years is an interesting experience.

The places I used to go became the places that make them amazed. The experience remind me that if we have been in a place for too long and not mindful, we might forget to appreciate what we have right now.

“We travel not to escape life, but for life not to escape us.” – Anonymous

Touching Moment (16 July 15)

It is a beauty to see wishes and blessing to circulate around us, no matter in reality or technology worlds.

Our world needs more kindness, love and forgiveness, from you and me. :-)

Wishing Muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya!

Please forgive me if I have done anything that offense you. Wish you all have a safe journey and pleasant holiday! :-D

Touching Moment (15 July 15)

Approaching Raya, we starts to have Raya mood, planning to have pleasant holidays with our family and love one.

Yet, they are still some staffs, staying back during the holidays, supporting other staffs, helping patients and families.

Appreciate their contribution! :-D

Touching Moment (11 July 15)

In a theme park, there is a 2 year old child running around. At first, he is appeared left unattended, but looking around, I can see his family members is watching and try to keep a certain distance so that they won't lost him.

It is very inspiring to see the family pays efforts to let the child explore his world by himself, building his esteem, but if any danger happen to the child, they will always be there for him. :-)

Touching Moment (10 July 15)

" Keith, I have a referral for you. A patient is diagnosed as ???, and she need to redo surgery.

But the patient seems like not understand her barrier, and I worry if she didn't go for her surgery, her life will be in danger, can you guide her and family accordingly?"

I am glad to work with doctors who have passion with patients. She could just let the patients go with her decision after her normal explanation and procedure, but yet she is concern and wish to do more to the patient.

So grateful of their passions :-)

Touching Moment (9 July 15)

"Every times we see you, you are always smiling," said the patients.

"Well, you won't want to see me angry and crying right?" ;-)

" Of course not. And thanks for your smile. Your smile is very warm that brighten up our days in hospital."

Err... It might be flattery, but I still feel touch and happy. This is what I wish to do, to give a little energy for the patients and families to hold on, and we can do that with our smiles.

I believe all of us can do that too? Don't we? :-)

Touching Moment (8 July 15)

"Thanks to you, because of you, it prevent me from arguing with my mom"

"I always feel that my mum didn't understand and support me, after that only I know she just don't want me to suffer, wish me to have a stable and peaceful life."

Feel so grateful that she is able to come out from her thinking cycle and be empathize to her loved one. =)

Touching Moment in my Life (7 July 15)

After stroke, his personality has changed from loving and caring to impatient, and sometimes even aggressive.

This is difficult for the family members to take it, especially his wife who has been with him for over 40 years. But yet, they are still holding on and take care the patient for years. Facing with someone you loved that always scold you all the times, it is never easy.

In the middle of the session, I shared with the wife, saying that : "aunty, yesterday you cook something for uncle is it? He kept on mentioning about this, and feel very proud of it!"

Now I can see smile showed on her face, and it makes the session smooth afterward. Even though aunty felt hard to cope with the situation, but as long as she feels appreciation and loves, it is worth to fight for her love one. :-)

今天之小感动（6 July 15）～～～

近期连续的关心，问说近期是否压力，气色怎么不太好，倒让我反思现在的状况。

一些时候，当太投入事项时，身边的人倒更容易察觉我的变化。一些更是好一阵子没联络的好友呢！

感恩，需要时，还是有人提醒我，该照顾自己了。 :-)

今天之小感动（5 July 15）~~~

喝着咖啡，突然看到隔壁桌有个小女孩要坐上椅子，要坐之前一直向我打量。

四处张望，没有发现到任何家长。怎么这小女孩一个人在这里？

向小女孩点头微笑后，写paper同时，也留意着这孩子。

过了一阵子，突然孩子向柜台跑去，心中一阵恍然，原来是店主的女儿。

之后，妈妈来了，看他们一家三口在用着餐。工作当儿，也不忘家庭时光，感觉很是温馨。 =)

今天之小感动（3 July 15）~~~

讲座完毕，回到医院，又忙到了八点多。

回家途中，思绪仍然给工作带动。突然间，无意中听到了孩子的笑声。
回头一望，是一个孩子和父亲在那里嬉戏。

会心一笑，感恩，孩子的笑声把我从工作带回生活。 =)

今天之小感动（2 July 15）～～～

放工前，被叫去紧急会议，一直到七点多。终于下班，才刚踏入家门，东西还没放，医院电话又来，有病人在紧急状况，家人需要陪伴。结果，放下东西，换个衣服，又回去医院。

今天似乎从一开眼睛，就忙碌于工作，直到要睡觉，超夸张。

虽然累毙了，不过想起朋友之前说的，被人需要，算是一种成就了。

PS: 这样的成就似乎不该太多，不然身体会和我吃不完兜着走～
休息休息，晚安～

今天之小感动（1 July 15）～～～

这家人的怨气不小，唯独对这医生敬重有加。

仔细谈起，原来他们的家人前两天心脏停顿了好些时间，这医生一直不停的做着CPR ，虽然目前为止她还没脱离危险期，不过他们感受到医生的用心了。

今天之小感动（30 June 15）～～～

单亲妈妈，成功把孩子养育成年。孩子却健康出现状况，得去动手术。

在哪里，聆听孩子最深的恐惧是…
“我想要照顾妈妈，我很怕这个手术让我没办法再照顾妈妈…”

期望他们，一切顺利。

今天之小感动（29 June 15）～～～

由于在辅导专业比较擅长，医院关于心理辅导方面的会议多数得出席。同时，见病人的时间相对较少了。

有一阵子，心态是有落差。不过，一阵子后，反观一切， 虽然不是以辅导方式亲自帮助病人，以开会方式设立系统，改善制度，不也是帮助别人的另一个方式？

还好，同事们还是谅解，“谢谢你为我们出席那么多会议。” “其他的事项，我们可以帮忙。” 是有让我感到安慰的。祝福他们 :-)

今天之小感动（23 June 15）~~~

“虽然很简单的事，但不是每个人都能体验，

就像我们能吃上麦当劳是很简单的事，可是对于贫穷的孩子确实天大一般的愿望。”


听她的分享，也引起了感触。
确实，看似简单的事，对失去或者没有得到过的他们，会是那么大的一份心愿。

感恩，我还拥有这份看似简单，确是珍贵的礼物。 =)

今天之小感动（22 June 15）~~~

能让自己开心，也是一种能力。

适当的时候，宠一宠自己。给自己买了新鞋。

更开心的是，自己做的事情，可以让其它人开心起来。

幸福，是一个可以让自己开心，让别人开心的能力。 ;)

今天之小感动（21 June 15）～～～

因 sales 情况盛行，久没联络的朋友联络上，总会担心是否另有目的。

不过一些朋友，就算久别重逢，也可以坦诚相对。因为就懂对方的性格，率性而为。能单纯的是朋友，感觉很好。 :-)

今天之小感动（20 June 15）～～～

白天，和好友一起画壁画，
给孩子送上浩瀚的海洋，茁壮的大树。

夜晚，和另一群好友们去吹风，互相追寻，再抓卧底。

还能随性的性格，仍然给我生命送上不同的礼物。感恩。 :-)

今天之小感动（19 June 15）~~~

回到家里，邻居突然和我打招呼。

“你在医院工作吧？ 你知道哪里可以捐献大体或器官吗？可以帮我拿表格吗？我想捐献。”

和这邻居并不太熟悉，突然谈起这话题，还是蛮意外的。不过蛮开心，病人多了一线希望。

“我代替病人，谢谢你们。” =)

今天之小感动（18 June 15）～～～

朋友们前后去了台湾，有口福的反而是我。:-P

早上塞车时，还没吃早餐的我肚子打着鼓。突然灵机一闪，想起好友给我从台湾的饼干和巧克力还没吃完，成了及时雨，给我补充了能量。 感恩。 :-)

今天之小感动（17 June 15）~~~

她的状况一直往下掉，我的心里也一直沉。
身旁的家人也一直在担心，她的女儿还在其它州，隔着大海洋，来这里需要几个小时，她赶得及见妈妈最后一面吗？

在她赶着来的期间，我让他爸爸给她打了通电话，给妈妈说些话，至少希望能稍微减少女儿的遗憾。

几个小时后，我再回来，虽然她的状况还在一直掉着，但是总算，女儿来到了。

这妈妈很坚强，一直撑着，让家人们一起说再见。祝福他们。。

今天之小感动（16 June 15）～～～

辗转才知道，在神山地震前一个星期，她才征服神山。

她分享经验时，说下山时，她差点滑倒，她的 mountain guide和她说别怕，他会照顾她。那时候的她，心里怀疑着，是否他会弃她不顾。

地震过后，她对自己的思想感到惭愧，肯定了她遇到的，都是愿意无私付出的高尚灵魂。

敬，这些高尚灵魂！ :-)

今天之小感动（15 June 15）~~~

正要去巡房时，眼尖的同事发现说，你的领带有点损坏了。

对裁缝没有天赋的我，试试修复几次后，宣告放弃。同事看了笑笑说：“你先把领带脱下来给我，换上另一条去巡房吧！”

回去办公室的时候，领带就修好了。:-)
在辅导领域我的专业还可以，在生活细节上，进步空间太多。 :-P
感恩身边有人常在这些细节扶上一把呢！

今天之小感动（14 June 15）~~~

今年还没端午节（刚才连端午节几月几号都不知道 ><) ，
有口福的我从上星期陆陆续续的收到了一些粽子。
通常都是她们在准备粽子的时候，也给我保留了几个。

或许对其它人这是举手之劳，但是对我而言，还是感谢这份心意的。
毕竟在他们准备的时候，脑海中有我，给我传递祝福。感恩。 =)

今天之小感动（13 June 15）～～～

大学毕业后，大家都各奔东西，要相聚并不容易。

感恩他们的用心，让多年后的我们再次重聚，更填上一些“小瓜”当聚会新成员。:-D

缘聚缘散，每次的相聚都不是理所当然的，感恩，我们仍然有这福气。 :-)

今天之小感动（12 June 15）~~~

“你知道吗？ 其实在那灾难发生的时候，我的父亲正在ICU里面。”
“嗯。。我的外公其实也是在那期间去世了。”

在工作上表现专业的他们，也不乏被别人怀疑指责。只是，嘻皮笑脸的他们，并不代表他们生活是一切顺利的。每个人都有他们自己的故事，他们只是选择，暗自承受背后面对的伤痛，专业的完成每一件所给与的工作。

“人生很多时候可以由自己选择，当然你可以把你的人生变成很Dramatic，不过你也可以选择以平稳的心态，还给自己安然的人生。” 她是这样说的。

你们说呢？

今天之小感动（11 June 15）~~~

前阵子pendrive 坏了，其中一个实习生结束实习前给我送了另一个pendrive 谢谢我。

这次领带旧了，一些有些损坏，另一些实习生在实习结束后又给我买了领带。

在察觉自己需要什么之前，别人已先行一步察觉我的需要，并给我送上了。我还是挺幸运的，感恩。 =)

今天之小感动（10 Jun 15）~~~

回到办公司，看到一袋的Nasi Dagang，会心一笑，肯定是其中一个同事又请客了。

这同事，看起来家境并不富裕，通常请的食物确实也没有大富大贵，不过请客的次数是我们部门最高的。

从他的态度看来，他并不是在炫耀着他所拥有的，而是让我们感受到，关系比财富更重要。

这心意，心领了。 =)

今天之小感动（9 Jun 15）~~~

刚刚陪伴一个病人离世的个案，对于这个案，虽然已经觉得对他们已经做到最好了，对于他的离世还是有点感伤。

回到办公室，给爸爸打了通电话，在正日祝他生日快乐。感慨，也感恩。
感慨，生命如此无常。
感恩，亲爱的家人和好友仍然在身旁。 =)

今天之小感动（8 June 15）～～～

塞车回到来，三点半的巴士到 Pudu 车站已经是深夜十二点多。虽然疲累，却也庆幸没下雨，可以去骑 motor回家。

走到 motor 那里，发现 helmet 不见了，寻找了一阵子后，静默五秒钟，认命承认 helmet 被偷了。

刚好有另一个年轻人要骑 motor 离开，问他附近哪里有卖 helmet,虽然心里知道深夜有卖才奇怪。

那年轻人知道我的故事后，说他在柜台工作，他朋友似乎有 extra helmet,并给他朋友打了电话。

他朋友过来时，突然问了我一句，你的 helmet 什么颜色？ “深蓝色，”奇怪的回他后，他突然拿一个 helmet 问，是不是这个？

“咦？怎么会在你哪里的？”

原来，他的 helmet 之前也不见，他心有不甘的要抓小偷，发现了是吸毒者要偷我的 helmet。追赶之间，小偷丢了我的 helmet,这朋友却不知道是哪个 motor 的 helmet，所以暂时保留着。

就这样，转一圈的，物归原主，感恩！！！

PS:这年轻人是 Pudu bus counter 44 to 46的 Adam, 我要给他们报酬他们也不收，或许以后各位也可以光顾他们 ;-)

今天之小感动（7 June 15）～～～

多年兄弟，他早熟知了他的一些习惯，所以可以没有任何预告的出现在那。

原来他辗转知道兄弟妻子的健康状况不佳，怕兄弟婉拒，特意突然送来一些食品，期望她的健康状况能渐渐回复。

其实，工作结婚后，要保持兄弟姐妹情谊，并没想象中容易。
关心和了解，是维持情谊的桥梁。 :-)

今天之小感动（6 June 15）~~~

逛完书店，去付款时，看到熟悉的脸孔对我笑着。

原来是我之前工作的学生，趁着暑假，在那里工作。

知道了彼此的近况后，她说：“比较起以前，你现在开心了很多。”

一瞬间奇怪，不过之后会心一笑，毕竟现在过着是自己喜欢的生活。感恩 =)

今天之小感动（5 June 15）～～～

“你知道到底我多痛吗？你没当过妈妈，不知道我即将失去唯一的孩子的那种痛啊…”

微微点头，肯定她的悲伤，回应说：“没错，你身受的那个悲痛，确实很深很痛，毕竟这是你亲爱的孩子啊…只是，我想在这房间里，悲痛的不止是你，还有爸爸，和在一旁支持你的家人…”

她转向一旁丈夫，夫妻对望后，丈夫向前给了他一个拥抱，妻子哭着说…"对不起，我知道你疼我，但是我的心真的好痛…”

陪伴了他们三个小时半，情绪也异常沉重。心疼丈夫努力的坚持，也把他拉出来，允许他的脆弱，毕竟也辛苦他了。
他不想，可能失去了孩子后，再失去妻子。

希望我回来时，会看到奇迹出现。心疼他们，也祝福他们。

今天之小感动（4 June 15）~~~

隔天回来工作，知道宝宝在半夜已经离世了，她感到感伤。。

辗转间，知道这妈妈还在收拾，她立刻去和妈妈见面。

妈妈一见到她，紧紧抱着她，尽情地哭泣。

虽然家人在身边，但是在家人面前，或许怕他们担心，她无法宣泄情绪。

她的怀抱，成了她暂时的心灵栖息。

愿孩子一路好走，家人带着和孩子的回忆，好好走下去。。

今天之小感动（3 June 15）～～～

他们都知道，生命在倒数着；
他们都知道，孩子也知道；
只是，谁也不问，谁也不说，
仿佛什么都没发生，
虽然他们都知道。

可以感受到，彼此的不舍，
他们流着泪说：
“让孩子在最后的日子，快乐就好。”

是啊，这是父母的期望。
孩子快乐就好。

今天之小感动（2 June 15）～～～

“我们 apartment 旧的assess card 要还了，如果你不方便的话我帮你吧！ ”

虽然和我的屋友互动不算多，但是感恩，在一起住的时候，在生活琐碎事情，还帮了我不少。

谢谢身边总有一些直接间接帮助我的人。 :-D

今天之小感动（1 June 15）～～～

几个朋友的介绍，再加上一个朋友的坚持，总算看了“念念”。

对我而言，这部戏蛮探讨心灵的，让我们感触，也令我们省思。遗憾的，也知道并不会有很多人欣赏这部戏。

我脑中最挥之不去的，是海底情景。再来是哥哥醉后和妈妈的互动。那句“希望孩子长大后，可以像你一样”，男主角以他的方式守着和爸爸承诺，女主角的那句“越是恨她，越是像她…”等等，像是走马灯，在脑海播放着。

“未完的故事，就继续说着，念念不忘…”

今天之小感动（31 May 15）~~~

看到小一辈陷入困境，长辈心疼着孩子。

可惜，传统的文化让他们无法拉不下面子，直接帮忙，却通过不同的管道，辗转给孩子协助。

虽然婉转，却不难感受到那辈子的人表达爱的方式。=)

今天之小感动（30 May 15）~~~

“妈妈，你不能在这里吃，会掉到一地，麻烦到扫地的阿姨的。”

和他们母子共乘一个电梯时，没有想到小小年纪的他说出这话。他妈妈也笑笑收回食物，回应孩子的话。

期望像如此美的社会情景，更常出现。 =)

今天之小感动（28 May 15）～～～

“当初和她分手，是因为她值得更好的男生…”

身怀绝症的他，分享过去后，缓缓沉重的说出这句话。

然而，辅导期间，我却开始有不同的看法，问说：“是你提出分手的吗？”

他点头称是后，我也静默片刻，整理思绪，再和他探讨他和她的心。

无可置疑，男生很在乎她。只是，因为病症，让他对自己缺乏信心，而犯下一个过失：代替对方做决定。

如果对方真的嫌弃她，理所当然的，她会做出决定，离开他。
然而，虽然他生病，他不舍得她一起受苦，但女生或许还是选择和他祸福相依，毕竟爱情并不只有幸福，沿途荆棘，也是爱情路途。
他欠她，一个让她自己选择的机会。

虽然遗憾，对他而言，她是在他生命当中，美丽的风景，美丽的回忆。

今天之小感动（27 May 15）～～～

"People believe the world will end, but refuse to do anything about it. "

" We make our own dark predictions come true because we don't do anything to fix the planet."

乐观和消极两个性格，就如那传说中的两头狼，一好一坏，在不断争执着。那头狼会赢，看的是我们喂食哪一方。

Tomorrow land 提醒我，我们一直消极的预料着不好的事情发生，指责漫骂，却少有人改变。
等着不好的事情发生实在太容易了，只要坐在那，什么都不做，灾难就会降临了。

我们肯为我们梦想中的世界，付出多少，改变多少呢？

今天之小感动（26 May 15）~~~

特殊少年的他，理解能力不佳，却对手术极度恐惧。这手术如果不做，他的生命就如风中之烛。但在手术前，家人和医疗人员束手无策，要我们过来降低他的焦虑。

遗憾，由于是特殊青年，这恐惧也实在根深蒂固，我们没能帮上什么忙。妈妈看了，下定决心想要保他一命，让医生继续动手术。

过程中，少年的呐喊，撕碎了家人的心。妈妈承受不了，走了出来，一直在那里颤抖哭泣，一直到少年被送进手术室。

几个小时后，仍然挥不去脑中那景象，所以去了深切治疗部，刚好少年也完成了手术了。了解了状况后，走出深切治疗部，没有意外的看到了家人们在外等候。

妈妈一看到我，立刻走上来握着我的手，问我孩子怎么样了。安抚了他们，带他们进去见孩子后，妈妈的眼泪一直不停的流。

虽然知道是为了孩子好，但是妈妈下定决心动手术，并不代表妈妈不怕，相反，她的恐惧比任何人更深，因为万一孩子发生什么事，妈妈可会自责一辈子的。

这妈妈，辛苦了。。

今天之小感动（25 May 15）~~~

看她从一开始的不知所措，到陪伴个案走过生死一关。

再看另一个她充满热诚，不计牺牲休息时间，一心想帮助个案。

深深给她们的进步和热忱感染着，也给了我另一个形式的recharge。 感谢她们。 =)

今天之小感动（24 May 15）~~~

“别只顾着自己活着，也要顾及下一代。
我们也得不断种树，小心培植。

也许你不能理解这份工作。
如果是农业的话，自己种的菜到底多么好吃，只要尝尝就能知道其中的喜悦。
可林业不同，工作有没有做好，只有在我们死后才能得出结论。”

这是在一部电影看到的对白。感谢那些莫名英雄，一直默默地为我们努力着。

今天之小感动（23 May 15）～～～

她分享着过往出国赈灾的经验，诉说着那时的天灾，让她遇上了那几个孩子。陪伴了他们一段路程后，回国后，他们仍然继续书信来往，从小学，一直到大学。

现在的他，已经能说出一口流利的英语，学业有成了。书信中，他说了一句话：

“你知道为什么现在的我有现在的成就吗？ 因为那时候有你们的帮忙！”

我想，这也成为她其中一个力量，让她一直在助人行业当中不断前进。祝福他们。 :-)

今天之小感动（22 May 15）～～～

这妈妈在医院，等着被急救的孩子，爸爸则飞车赶着来医院。遗憾的是，爸爸没能赶得及，孩子就已经离世了。

因为不想父亲在驾驶当中发生意外，等着父亲到达的时刻，才和他说明。

夜里， 驾着车回家，看着另一辆车飞快的从我车旁飞过。之前的我，会皱着眉头，感慨他们不注重安全。今晚的我，想起了早上的父亲，没有了对飞车的烦躁，唯有愿他安全。